Monday
hazy days n sleepless nights.
another sleepless night. partially due to the hot weather. the part due to the counselling course. i recieved an email from vertia saying that i'm not selected to the 2nd course. not that i am really interested in the 2nd course. frankly, i didn't enjoy the 1st course. it's kind of filled with crappy people -tt wants to be a counsellor. sounds like who wants to be a millionair.
anyway, i'm just wondering if i would be a good counsellor. it's not some statement that a person can give but a conviction from within. People around are not doing much to help.
it's a long long journey.
to where i want to be.
when friends turn to foe.
feels like everything is out to make me lose control.
sometimes it feel no one understand.
i don't even know why i do the things i do.
when pride builds me up and i can't see my soul.
would you tear down these walls and.
see me thru.
hazy day.
another sleepless night.
a fleeting day.
i'm losing time.
how much is your soul worth? the price of your salary?
at times like this, i feel that i don't belong to this world.
is it time to leave this world yet?
princess maddie.
